Weird feeling

November 14th, 2007  Posted at   General, Worrying
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Have a long time didn’t update or even view my own blog. As I promised about Singapore post I couldn’t write it this moment due to final year project proposal and one more pending assignment which having minor problems. After my Singapore trip I’m busying for my assignments plus struggling about death and live in the world.

I’m having a weird feeling since past 2 weeks which keep thinking about live and death for a human being in this world. This weird feeling cause me couldn’t sleep well every night and felt lonely. In addition, no matter where I went or whatever I’m doing, some past memories will came into my mind in the sudden. Then I’ll be start thinking and missing my childhood time with all my friends as well as families. This feeling is scaring and felt that the time past by like the wind.

Maybe I’m had a wonderful childhood so for the reason I missing it so much. When I was thinking about past I felt that already wasted twenty years time by playing, bullshit at mamak stall, studying and many more. I realize that duration of human to be alive in the world is short and the time past by very fast. So, utilizes it properly and appreciates everything around us. Loving and caring our families members, especially towards parents are an important role for us as a Son/Daughter.

Anyway I felt myself lecturing moral in this post which talking too much about appreciation, but you’ll feel the same when u had the weird feeling like me. I’m so scaring my future which my parents will leave me 1 day as well as missing all the happy moments I had. By the way great day to everyone and wish all the best.

14 Responses to “Weird feeling”

  1. Jayce says:

    Don’t worry… Be happy… :)

  2. kurukure says:

    Haha, U too dude Be happy.

  3. keeyit says:

    Live or Death for human is quite normal. Everyone will have to go through that..

    Are you feeling stressful for your study ? relax always.. be happy ya..

    All the best for your study.

  4. TZ says:

    take it easy dude! Enjoy your life and value whatever you have now… :-)

    I belief you could finished your study. All the best dude!

  5. Silence says:

    Are your assignments giving you so much pressure that you have this kind of feeling? Hehe… Relax a bit…
    Whoa… been busy with final year project? u’re in the very last semester? What’s ur plan after grad?(phai se ask 2 much..lol) Anyway.. gud luck 2 4 ur final year project! :)

  6. kurukure says:

    keeyit – Haha maybe i’m too stressful for my study plus time too flexible then made me think so much. anyway thanks for advices.
    TZ – Haha yea thanks dude, i’ll value whatever i’m having now. you too enjoying ur life n all the best.
    Silence – I’m having my semester 8 now but need submit my proposal ledi. so very stressful by doing the proposal and other assignment. After graduate then need to step into real life environment lo haha, but before working i’ll enjoying myself for travel 1st. anyway thanks for dropping me comments.

  7. Silence says:

    Ow… nice! hehe ya lor should give urself a long holiday after ur school and before u work. I dunno what’s my plan after grad ler…hehe cham… ~.~

  8. kurukure says:

    haha don’t worry later u’ll know. but i think u already know after finishing ur internship dont’t you? Back to your hometown for holiday mayb good choice, there so nice especially nasi padang and otak haha.

  9. Darren says:

    Hi Chill there and dont be so sad. All the best and good luck. Have a nice day.

  10. narrowband says:

    I used to have such morbid thoughts too when I was younger. Sometimes these thoughts just come. And it really spoils your mood for the day. But luckily I haven’t been thinking about such things in recent years. Hey, cherish the present and be as happy as you can. Live the moment, live life… they say. Cheers.

  11. kurukure says:

    Darren – Haha i’ll trying to chill
    narrowband – yea i feel so that can easily forget the issue just like u. however, u r right that we should cheers and enjoying our life till the MAX.

  12. Silence says:

    er.. now I’m confused liao.. who is darren and darren is who?? O.o

  13. kurukure says:

    Me is Darren and the darren given comment is my gf. haha sure u very confuse.

  14. Silence says:

    oh haha… ya confused by 2 of u lar… :D how is she??

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