Have a long time didn’t update or even view my own blog. As I promised about Singapore post I couldn’t write it this moment due to final year project proposal and one more pending assignment which having minor problems. After my Singapore trip I’m busying for my assignments plus struggling about death and live in the world.

I’m having a weird feeling since past 2 weeks which keep thinking about live and death for a human being in this world. This weird feeling cause me couldn’t sleep well every night and felt lonely. In addition, no matter where I went or whatever I’m doing, some past memories will came into my mind in the sudden. Then I’ll be start thinking and missing my childhood time with all my friends as well as families. This feeling is scaring and felt that the time past by like the wind.

Maybe I’m had a wonderful childhood so for the reason I missing it so much. When I was thinking about past I felt that already wasted twenty years time by playing, bullshit at mamak stall, studying and many more. I realize that duration of human to be alive in the world is short and the time past by very fast. So, utilizes it properly and appreciates everything around us. Loving and caring our families members, especially towards parents are an important role for us as a Son/Daughter.

Anyway I felt myself lecturing moral in this post which talking too much about appreciation, but you’ll feel the same when u had the weird feeling like me. I’m so scaring my future which my parents will leave me 1 day as well as missing all the happy moments I had. By the way great day to everyone and wish all the best.